THING JUST AREN'T FALLING INTO PLACES I HOPE THEM TO BE
LUCK JUST AREN'T ON MY SIDE
I WANNE CHANGE
I WANNE RUN OUT INTO THE BIG WILDNESS
FALL TO THE SOFT GRASS
FEELING FREEDOM RUSH PASS MY FACE
WANTING TO BE FREE OF THE EMOTIONS THAT TRPPED ME INTO A CAGE
I WANNE SCREAM OUT LOUD
WHAT ARE THESE FEELINGS OF SADNESS
THAT RUNS DEEP INSIDE MY HEART
IF YOU HEAR ME
CAN YOU CAN REPLY
Better post before the bell strikes MIDNIGHT! and good-bye JUNE and HELLO JULY.I have exactly no idea but i dun really like the month of JULY. just because it doesn't have much holidays! YEPP. prolly except a poor lonely YOUTH DAY! YOUTH day doesn't help much as it is at the start of the month and it is SO close to the JUNE holidays! When there is a holiday, it is more like a breather for me for that month! so i always hoep that holidays occur at the middle of a month so that i can have a small break before continue FIGHTING!!! YEPPS>
First July tmr and COLLEGE DAY is in another 3 days! We better hurry up for our street sales! JIAYOUS circle circle dot dot which sounds damn wrong.hehe.
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
you set me free. 12:37 AM
Ai Ai Gasa
アイアイ傘
アイアイ傘 - a shared umbrella -
「止まない雨だね…」 君はうつむいた "Yamanai ame da ne..." Kimi wa utsumuita "It doesn't stop raining...." you dropped your eyes
その肩が濡れないよう 傘を傾けた Sono kata ga nurenai you kasa wo katamuketa Not to let your shoulder get wet, I inclined my umbrella to you
君は僕見上げ 少し寄り添ったね Kimi wa boku miage sukoshi yori sotta ne You looked up to me, then came a bit closer
笑顔のまま 腕を抱いて 小さく震えている Egao no mama ude wo daite chiisaku furuete iru With still smiling, you are hugging your arms and trembling
ちゃんと今日はこの思いを伝えるんだ Chanto kyou wa kono omoi wo tsutaerunda I need to tell you my heart today, surely
君のこと あきれるほど好きになった Kimi no koto akireru hodo suki ni natta I became loving you so much until I'm amazed at myself
あいあい傘の中で 篭った感情も素直に伝えないまま Aiai gasa no naka de komotta kanjou mo sunao ni tsutaenai mama Under the shared umbrella, even without honestly telling my heart shutting inside me
終わりにしないように 通り過ぎる雨が急かしてる Owari ni shinai you ni toori sugiru ame ga sekashiteru not to end, the passing rain hurries me
近づいた二人の雨恋 Chikazuita futari no amakoi We came closer, at our rainy love
「もうすぐ家だね…」 君はうつむいた "Mou sugu ie da ne..." kimi wa utsumuita "Soon I will arrive at home...." you dropped your eyes
名前呼んで目が合っても 言えないことがあるよ Namae yonde me ga atte mo ienai koto ga aru yo Even if I call your name and look at your eyes, I have something I can't tell you
ちゃんと今日はこの思いを伝えるんだ Chanto kyou wa kono omoi wo tsutaerunda I need to tell you my heart today, surely
君のこと あきれるほど好きになった Kimi no koto akireru hodo suki ni natta I became loving you so much until I'm amazed at myself
明日も雨が降れと願ってしまう 僕のかけらも 嘘じゃないから Ashita mo ame ga fure to negatte shimau boku no kakera mo uso ja nai kara I wish for tomorrow's rain again, I have such a piece of my wish, I'm not lying
光がこぼれたとき 通り過ぎる雨が笑ってるよ Hikari ga koboreta toki toori sugiru ame ga waratteru yo When the sunshine falls, the passing rain smiles
もどかしい二人の雨恋 Modokashii futari no amakoi It's impatient, our rainy love
あいあい傘の中で 篭った感情を素直に伝えないまま Aiai gasa no naka de komotta kanjou mo sunao ni tsutaenai mama Under the shared umbrella, without honestly telling my heart shutting inside me
終わりにしないように 通り過ぎる雨が急かしてる Owari ni shinai you ni toori sugiru ame ga sekashiteru not to end, the passing rain hurries me
近づいた二人の雨恋 Chikazuita futari no amakoi We came closer, at our rainy love
I think i gotten write out out my feelings now before they all explode inside me!I have this over-emotions that is starting to form in me after today's game.WE LOST BTW.Yepp,but the problem i am crying and emo not because of this.After the match, we have a long long talk with coach,maybe more like a discussion.Coach is a very strict and hmm..fierce? person? cause in our NCHS days,We were so afraid of her like she is some fearful beast that will eat us up if we do not follow what she says.But no matter how hard she train us,we have this strong respect for her and we still like her.Cause it is prolly because everything she says IS true and all for the sake of our own good.Yes,we still grumble when she ask us to run.
She said even though she might not be our coach anymore, when we still have problems, we can still look for her for advises if we need them.(though i might not have the courage to do so.)but I still felt like crying.I felt that it seems we may not see her again forever.though i AM still scared of her till now but i really really still respect her as a coach,as she teaches us not only basketball but the way of life too as an elder(?),she wants us to be upright and to be successful in life!And you can really feel it that she is saying this from her heart!!and she will really feel proud and confident when she talks about it.Maybe it makes me what i am today.
Then,she even send me and huishi back home and we talk on the way back home,she was sharing her stories and stuff,talking and stuff.I felt really not to go home and keep chatting with her.cause i didn't have the chance like this before.I really like this team KG UBI KEMBANGAN YOUTH,even though we always had alot of problems and things which always make coach really angry.But i really like this team!
Captain,Cai Luan.Responsible and always cheering the team on and cheering me on,and giving me advices.you really feel GREAT playing with her.Vice Captain,Li Sian.she maybe not serious at time but she will give her best on court. Jasmine,Jiaxin,samatha,huishi,Fion,Xiaoqian,Xiaoyuan,April and Yanling.I got to say i was really proud to be in this team.GO KEMBANGAN YOUTH!!信心!
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008
you set me free. 1:12 AM
KOIZORA
RANDOM PICTURE OF THE SKY THAT I TOOK:
THE STAIRCASE TO HEAVEN?
PRETTY EH?
TOOK THESE YESTERDAY AT THE BASKETBALL COURT
ON THE WAY HOME
CLEAR SKY
ABIT OF THE SUNSET
ON THE BUS HOME
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Sunday, June 8, 2008
you set me free. 6:34 AM
EMO
AWW~I'm gonna cry soon.I CANNOT GO for the 4DDDDDDDD'c chalet on friday!! I wanne see everyone! but i got training but it was cancelled later.then i have to go to my aunt house because of the Malaysia trip the next day!ARGH!Okay,I'm crying now.SHEESH.I want to GOOOOOOOOOO~
Okay.I am going back to my emo-ing.
PREVIEW:pictures of desaru(that's in Malaysia) trip.
Okay.Back to my emo-ing.
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Monday, June 2, 2008
you set me free. 7:36 AM
NEW TEMPLATE
YAYS~got my new template finally after such a LONG LONG LONG time.It has this nice efect doesn't it?like you are seeing the sunset/sundawn.WOW.I suddenly have this obession with SKY after watching KOIZORA again.(to those who haven watch.shame on you)The pictures at the ending with the MR CHILDREN's song really captures my attention!AWW~Maybe it has to do with my NATSUKASHI feelings that i have these few weeks.Prolly because of the gatherings that i will be attending this week!
1.08S07 CLASS GATHERING on 3 JUNE(tues) 2.STANDREWJC BASKETBALL CHALET on 4 JUNE(wed) 3.4DDDDDDDDDDDD<3 BBQ! on 6 JUNE(fri)
SO!I've had been on friendster these few days to look for all my LONG LOST friends! and guess what!SIJIA which is now my 08A02 mate was from the same class during when we were PRIMARY ONE!OMG!can you believe that?FATE really works in a wierd,heh?and through her I found my PRIMARY TWO and THREE BESTFRIEND i had,SHERRIE!It had been SO SO long since i communicated(?) with her!
AND!I find that 4DDDDDDDDDD<3 is really the BEST class!It seems that EVERYONE is SO SO looking forward to that BBQ on FRIDAY!AWW~~~The feeling is SO GREAT!the feeling of wanting to gather as a CLASS AGAIN!YAYS to that!In the beginning we were so not interested in that some time as we are So SICK(?) of seeing each other EVERYDAY plus the sat we have to come back for MRS RAJA's class!But really not able to see everyone for such a long time really make us treasure each other more!RIGHT!
SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS WEEK'S EVENTS!
PS.On the side note:received my results for the TERM.YIKES,I failed ECONS and MATHS(expected)U grade!S for GP. but at least i had a NICE C for geog!and D for GSC.HA!I didn't let down MRS RAJA,MR SEAH and XIANGLAOSHI!SHEESH for my results though~
